Waxing Philosophical? Part I

Normally I read quite a bit of fiction, not my non-fiction. But two books have come across my path recently. The first is the fighter's Heart by Sam Sheridan. This was a gift from one of my closest friends who has recently made his foray into Krav Maga. He and I would discuss how his training was going. He would comment, based on my passion remaining from my days training taekwondo, that I really needed to get back into it. Sheridan also seems to have the bug that I have. He talks about his travels and experiences through the martial arts world. The parts that really hit me were about how he couldn't let go, who couldn't keep away from martial arts and why that is. I started TKD in 1996 and studied until i graduated from college. I moved to Boston and , shortly thereafter, found a school to study TKD again. Didn't work out, bad match. Then my old school found me again and I was back at it for another 3 years. Again, i moved and shortly after arriving in Berkeley, CA I found another school to study at, this time a mix of kung fu and karate. Again, didn't work out. Bad attitude from the instructors. Next hooked up with Berkeley TKD, ended because an old kne injury. You may be noticing a trend here... Then four years off....

So, why do I keep coming back for more? The joint pain, bruises, exhaustion... I like to fight. I enjoy the competitive atmosphere, pushing myself, getting back my 'gameness' (you have to read the book to really understand gameness). I am months away from any sort of sparring, but I have no doubt I will spar once I am ready. Sheridan puts it well in describing the respect that you develop for someone you fight with, the internal mental game you play with yourself in that competitive environment. I am a big fan of MMA and boxing, really enjoy watching the strategy and game playing of fighters. That does help with my interest. Also, man, after a long day at work, it feels so good to unload all the pent up energy and frustration of the work day out on pads. Taekwondo and Muy Thai are both arts that train by hitting things. Pad drills, heavy bag, focus pads all are a lot of fun. All that aside, a lot of it is pushing myself, working to improve my skills and the camaraderie in the studio. Boston TKD was amazing, the environment, respect and fun we had in the studio was incredible. I will always miss my experiences there, especially my black belt test where I was pushed harder than anything else I have ever done (Ph.D. defense was nothing in comparison...).

So, now I am back at it. Sheridan's ideas encourage me, my love of the arts encourage me. I have a lot to learn and I'm not 25 anymore. I'll keep fighting and loving every minute of it.

Book two is for the next episode. The book is Shop Class as Soulcraft. The NY times article on it sparked my interest as it is another book I can definitely understand with my love of repairing bikes. I started reading it last night. My concern with it is that the author, a Ph.D. in philosophy, seems to enjoy showing off his vocabulary, rather ironic based on his topic matter. I truly hope I can get past that and enjoy the book...